hate.

is it necessary for me to be like this? but till when?
kenapa tak sehebat orang2 yg hebat tu??
kenapa kuno sangat? kenapa slow sangat?
kenapa lurus sangat.?kenapa blur sangat?
kenapa banyak sangat 'kenapa'?
dan kenapa banyak sangat 'sangat' tu?
kenapa ariya?kenapa kenapa kenape?


u're getting old and getting older, ariya. bile nak berubah?
bile nak improvekan diri tu? bile?


tak!aku tak tawu bile.aku tak tawu kenape.aku benci.benci.
i wanna change to be better.
i just dont noe when and how.benci lah macam niiii!
every single thing happens for a reason and i noe that.

hopefully ;(

blank - blanket - off to bed la. sigh~